New Shoes

Do you remember when you were a kid and your mom would buy you shoes that were a whole size too big? So then you have new shoes that are really nice, and a little too big?

There was a time in my life when my new shoes felt so painfully big and uncomfortable- I never thought I would grow into them.
When I left for my mission I was wearing spiritual, social, and emotional shoes largely underdeveloped and undermatured. The toil, tears, obedience, and love I put into the Work eventually changed me. So much, in fact, that when I arrived home to put my student shoes on again, I found that I had some bright, shiny new shoes that were a bit bigger than what I was used to before.

To say that this period of adjustment to the new me was challenging would probably be the understatement of the year. I felt like I just didn't know "me" anymore. But with some time and a lot of learning, I was able to break-in my new shoes and enjoy the period of adjustment before I put on my newer shoes of "wife" and eventually "mom." I actually enjoyed being with myself. I enjoyed the time with my own thoughts and developing new talents. Enjoying transition periods in life is a very difficult thing to do

(few people enjoy the blisters from shoes that are too stiff).

With faith and patience it can be a very fun time for learning and growth.

So now it is Tot's turn to find her shoes too big.

But, she'll grow into them,

we all do.